Tuesday, January 7, 2014

A New Year!


I was reading some family newsletters I never mailed out, from the late 90's.  When we came to the year 2000, I was full of wonder that I had lived to see it.  Now it is fourteen years later, and it really feels like the future.  From now on, we just get more and more into this century and this millenium.  How exciting to be living now!  We'll never go backward, always forward in time.  That just amazes me and fills me with awe.

The idea of being able to print objects is crazy, isn't it?  That's something I never anticipated.  Reminds me of the transporter on Star Trek!  And there isn't that great of a reaction that I've noticed.  It's like we can't keep up with technological innovation, as it is, and there's no time to comment on anything much.
Reminds me of the early 1900's, when the Titanic was built.  Everything was changing rapidly and people were a little bit overwhelmed at the pace.  Then WWI and the flu epidemic came, we had the roaring 20's, and then The Great Depression.  Then WWII came along, the collective sigh of relief after that, and the spread of Communism and Rock and Roll, against an American backdrop of station wagons and barbeques.

One explanation for the swings in history have to do with new generations coming along that haven't learned the lessons of history yet.  Another is that nature has its own cycles, meant to cleanse and renew itself.  And, as in The Book of Mormon, after a time of prosperity, people tend to become less grateful and less spiritual.  We can learn from history, never stop counting your blessings!  And never stop remembering where they come from!

I don't think we can retain and grow our faith without gratitude.  We start feeling pretty smug, thinking that our own care and energy and effort has resulted in blessing our lives; that has an aspect of truth to it.  We are blessed for our efforts, over time.  It's our effort that counts, but everything depends on Heavenly Father and His plan for us.  He's our partner, our confidante and our loving parent.  We are toddlers, really, navigating our world, falling down, and learning.  We cry when we are hungry or uncomfortable, panic sets in, and we feel abandoned somewhat, when all along Heavenly Father could be thinking, as earthly parents often do, "Haven't I fed you and kept you, all along?  Haven't you learned that you can trust in my care?"

Granted, we are at a disadvantaged viewpoint, little, earth-bound Terrestrial people that we are.  It's hard to remember the big picture.  It helps us to think of our ancestors and how they were true to their beliefs and kept the faith.  They went through life, with its ups and downs, and they learned and grew.  They didn't reach perfection, and neither will we.  That's what the Atonement is all about, to take us from where we are to perfection. And we now have those ancestors' support from the other side! 

We are living through the Tribulation, according to Neal A. Maxwell.  We were sent at this time, to become a Zion people, to rise above the challenges of our times and help our brothers and sisters; to feed His sheep and to grow in love.
We shouldn't be going through the cycle of ingratitude and loss of faith. We are to keep on an upward path, to meet Christ at His return.   With God's help, and the example and strength of our forebearers, we will be a Zion people!

We love you!  Bless you all!
xoxoxo

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Last Part of December!



Hi, Y'all!  I'm such a puddle right now!  I saw some pictures of Eden, and then Seth called, and I thought of her being way up in Alaska, and everyone else spread out for now, and I'm just a bawl baby!
I told Mark that I caught Haley's illness, 'cause she's always saying that she's being hormonal, lol.  I'm supposed to be past all that, I thought!  Oh, well.  Maybe it's the post-Christmas, end-of-year post.
Below are different random pictures from the past couple of weeks.  The first picture is of a magazine that Mark got me for Christmas, called "Women  Who Kill."  I think that's hilarious!
Look how long my hair is!  I didn't know till I saw this photo!
Santa did come!  The box has a baguette-shaping cloth in it, and the stockings have candy in themMark got a Chromecast thing, I got Chanel No. 5!
This was a little girl/baby in the store - isn't she darling?

Isn't this one a doll?  I mean Eden, not her lookalike doll  :)
Her Grandma Forceski says she was scared of Santa, but a champ at opening presents!
Little,, funny, cute Eden


 
I don't remember what I've told you before this, but I hope you had a Merry Christmas ans a Happy New Year.  We just stayed home, and it was lovely.


Mark or Santa, one, got me these Kelly dolls with complete outfits.  Yay!


Grandma just sent me this one, captioned "Getting her used to the toilet"  Lol  She has the cutest little smile


Mark's caramel corn for Christmas, cooling

He stayed up all night baking chocolate and chocolate chip cookies, from his own, *secret* recipes

Take a big stand mixer

Add liquid nitrogen

to a chocolate custard base (another Mark recipe)

Minus 341 degrees!

Finished chocolate ice cream



Strawberry above this picture
 This is his finished cherry chocolate chunk ice cream
in the above and below pictures
All for the residents of his facility
He does it for the reaction:  Ooh!  This is so good!!


We had a couple of days at the very end of December where Mark and I were in pain,
he from gout and me from neuropathy,
but we're being quite careful with our meds, and the salt ("Mark!"  No, really, it was his idea to do that.)
and we're doing much better now.
Nothing like pain to get your attention!

We heard from Seth, and he is doing all right.  
He really, really appreciates it when you write him.
Has anyone heard from Justin and Tara?

We really love living in this third apt.  The extra room and more open layout are great!
Plus, we have a big pantry and a stovetop!

I hope this blog post helps fill you in on things here.
2013 was a great year, with the July 4th reunion and grandbabies and a good job,
and Justin and Tara's wedding, and Haley and Dallin moving back here and getting their house,
Megan and Melinda going to school,
getting to know the Forceskis,
I've also gotten to be in contact with my cousin Bonnie and her family, my cousins.
That's been wonderful!
I've been on Facebook, finally, and love that contact with different 
family members and friends on there.

We started out 2013 by fasting and praying for Bishop Baird and his recovery,
and learning to be a Zion ward and people.
I feel like my capacity for happiness grew this year,
and I'm thankful for the lessons I've learned.
I learned a great deal about love when Heather and Mike's girl, Hannah, passed away
from being in a car accident.
The whole family prayed and fasted for her,
and the whole family shared in her family's grief.
Their strength, love, and testimony have been so precious to me.

I love you all, deeply and eternally.
The veil is thin, so many times in our lives.
Others are watching over us.
I tell you this because it is something I know,
and because knowing this is life-changing.
It is true, and I give you my testimony that it is true
because I love you.

Happy New Year
With Love and Big Hugs!
xoxoxo

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

First part of December

We went Portland first part of December and it was really nice trip. We were in a min Mattel called the something grand I think. It was right across the street from a bunch of stores and restaurants that were fancy for us. Our room was huge! And will mark was gone during the day then he left me across the street so I could look around. There was a Container Store which was really wonderful store and a toy store and paper goods and a Christmas store and others that I didn't go to besides a Barnes and Noble. You can imagine how much fun I had!
In The Container Store they had so many little gadgets and things that you never would have thought of beside every kind of basket in box in container that was in plastic or paper with whatever metal. They also had Christmas ornaments and wrapping paper and so many wonderful things for Christmas or for gifts for parties. It was really beautiful!
The paper goods store had so many kinds of papers on rules that were just beautiful papers that you could use for all kinds of things. They also had so many things that we're just cool sayings I wanted to buy! We went home after his conference was over and and since then we have been doing things to get me ready and all my medications and everything so that we could move back over to the Independent Living side. We finally got mostly moved and I really love it here. There's an extra bedroom in a walk in pantry and I more complete kitchen and better views more windows, etc.  Plus more privacy because I don't have aides coming in all the time.
I thought I like that but they took so long to do things that we do really quickly that it was um just ed interruption constantly. And housekeeping was just one day for about 30 minutes even though they did a good job for the most part. And then there are the meals which we took in her room and that we get get any way. Over here I'll have an aid that's a home health care worker well actually home worker that will come Wednesday and weekdays if thats what I want and she won't do any housework or cooking or anything like that but she'll um be able to help me get dressed and get my hair combed and fixed and things like that plus remind me about my medications and so on. And help me with taking a shower and salon. If she can just hand me things through the curtain that's a big help. I picked one out to help me named Teresa she's experienced and nice and seems completely capable so I'm happy with that. Her first day was supposed to be today and she came but I was feeling really sick so I asked her is she wanted to stay home so she didn't get sick so she did. That was my preference. I slept a lot and spent a lot of time in the bathroom and that's all. I'm feeling slightly better now. But just barely!
We haven't done anything to get ready for Christmas just so you know! I'm sorry everybody probably thought we were rich now but when we don't have renters which we haven't had for the last 3 months, it's rough. We're going to get renters for January finally. That and various other expenses that came up have made us squeak by!  Thank heaven mark has this job! It's so nice to just be able to pay some bills if they come up!
I would love to go see Christmas lights SMS I'm feeling better and we have a chance. I would love to just see through the stores or decorations and things like that that are out there. Its such a wonderful month and we been watching Christmas movies as much as possible. Marks been really busy with the move which I am totally happy with. We still have lots more to do, but that doesn't mean we can't take some time and enjoy the season. Marcus put up a little Christmas tree and he strong Christmas lights on it and I'm a floor lamp so that's so cute of him. I love all the little things that he does like that. He does so many things for me everyday single day! It really is wonderful! Mito seems to like the floor space in this apartment. Some days he seems really happy in other days he's kind of moping sleepy. But overall he's doing well. I saw a picture of Phillip holding Tut, and it was great to see what they're doing well. Has anyone heard from Justin and Tara? 
I've been wondering how they are. And I've been wondering how Philip likes his job and how he's been doing, plus how Ben, Caitlin and the kids and Linda are doing, and anybody else that I haven't heard from recently.
Bonnie says the time John isn't doing well, that is John ringer. He was laid off for something from work. That's a shame right before Christmas. So say some prayers for him! Megan got root her first half of nursing school! She is so relieved! So she's an R, I guess, instead of an RN. Lol
It's amazing to think that she's on the downhill side of things now. After her next semester still have summer break and then just the last semester in her test! That's not saying it won't be really challenging, but she's said all along that she's had someone looking out for her, and it sure seems like she'll make it somehow!
She really puts in the study and hard work, and everyone has to be more independent!
I've been in contact with Eden's other grandma - she is welcoming and warm, and down to earth and a native Oregonian!
She says Eden is doing well and that she goes to a Montessori daycare where they learn Spanish. She said Eden picked up the telephone the other day and said hola! That's so cute! She says she has a wonderful, unique personality.
That makes me so happy!
Well I guess that's most of the news that I can remember right now. Have yourself a merry little Christmas okay? We love you!
Xoxoxo